The Road That Lies Ahead

The Road That Lies Ahead
Lord, I Need A Sign...

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Am I REALLY Going To Try This Again?...

Well, here I am.  

Again.

Why?

Mainly because I am trying--yet again (you'll hear that word a lot in here)--to set up a format for honing my writing skills, as well as putting my Big Toe FIRMLY back into the waters of life to see if I can stand to get back into said waters. 

Ugh.

My BEST work was on a PAID site and it is gone now.   Sorry that I didn't save any of it.

REALLY sorry.  Trust me.

So, here I am...again.   Sitting, staring at this blank page of pretend paper with black type, wondering WHY on earth do I insist on blogging...

Because I do need a place to work my aging writing skills and tone-up my mental muscles.

Aren't YOU the lucky one?! 

There are a few "good ones"here, mixed in with the ''WTH?!'' that are still achived in this, my original blog spot.  

Sure do hope that you can distinquish which is what.

This is it for today, kids.    

My Big Toe is sufficiently wet and chilly enough.  

Monday, January 7, 2013

Debating Whether I Should Stay Or Should I Just Go?

UGH!

It's been well over a year since I've written on here.

Started another "trial" blog that was going very well, but it was costing me $$ & just couldn't afford it any longer.   Now I'm trying to decide if I even want to start again.

I've got people BEGGING (mind you!), begging me to please keep writing!

Ugh!  (Sorry.  Already said that in another context.)

I am one of those Drama Queen Creative People.   The stars MUST be aligned just SO....

So!

Here's my quandary:   my successful blog was straight-up ministry.   NO preaching.   Just music & encouragement.    

I can do that.  No problem---WHEN--I feel like it.   And no, I DO NOT FEEL LIKE IT MOST OF THE TIME!

Why?  (I hear some of you asking.  Or it might just be my dog farting...)

Because I have TOO MUCH OTHER CREATIVE "STUFF" blowing through my gray matter.   And honestly, some of it DOES matter!   Some of it is just....gray

What to do...what to do...

So much is changing on a personal level, on a life-change level, my Christian walk level (hoo-boy! That's a loaded one!  Could get me burned at the stake! "Don't kick the slats out!  Too late.), and ALL of my MANY creative "irons in the fire"!   

Is ANYONE OUT THERE WHO HAS SOME WISE, SEASONED HELP FOR ME?

Or do I just slug it out, beating myself up for NOT doing what I do so well: create.

*LONG SIGH*

I'm just going to leave this blathering on here.   Not going to change it.  Not going to re-arrange it.  Not going to spell-check, grammar-check, syntax-check a damn thing.

Just gonna let it sit here fer a spell, come back to it, and then decide.

Perhaps, somebody will show up in the meantime and drop off a wise "To Do" list, of creative, linear thought.     

I am much too rAnDoM.   

With Love,
Your Elusive Butterfly Of Love,
Patti